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The Depression

After a long a time , I got my old place to study. 

Today 07/04/2022 ,  completed How I met your mother series with spoiled but most worst and rushed ending I ever had.

Today 1 min felt like 10 minute ( time never been so slow ).

it get more worst.....2/5 of the school , physics sir took the control...worst as usual .

and another 2/5 of the school got my standing out due to incomplete of chemistry imposition. Almost got my dress wet due to sweat.

The wave of depression had hit me again....
This time it's due to lose of hope in studies and lose of people to talk with or spend the time. 

it may sounds easy to move on with old friend and have sweet time without them but it's not.

And i was built like i could never be alone in school ….but I am   

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