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It End's Here

I am Thameem Ul Ansari .  I feel very nothing , I done a lot more in my 12th life then I thought I would … repeated , resulted , relapsed , relaxed , revealed , renamed , rehearsed , recognized , and many many re(s). I wish I could do re of these re(s). I met many people , some I remember , some I don't . Some I never forget , and some I trying to forget . RAM , an mysterious character in my life , i never knew would i meet , but met at a very right time and deviated my thoughts , habits , ENGLISH , my view by the angle that is hard to explain scientifically and logically but indeed large. I never believed him ( consciously ) , He had this ability to penetrate through people's mind and make them do what he want , I wonder that's the only thing I can interpreted out of him. JUMAIL , I usually doubt my friends , I see this doubting habit as a only habit I regret ( if we are excluding the untalkable ) anyway ….jumail, he's a guy (  I cant think of anything to type ) . This...
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The cringe Theory

Hello my friend , I think u read my blog for so far…..but believe me ,This is different. If u come up to me and ask me "Hey bruh , what is cringe", i would say u ," dk bro , it's just ppl doing unnecessary stuff and being childish af" .But it's not what I realized cringe is.... Cringe is a situation, is a tease word , is a adverb given by this society ( fsociety ) . If someone do stuff that are not mature it's cringe , but it has some exceptions. if we have an good vibe on someone and they do stuff childish, it's not cringe it's cute and adorable....Yeah society made me realize this . if we kind of hate someone or don't have experience along or not close along do some thing different then others or something childish it's cringe..... cringe is inversely proportional to bond with em  who knows , maybe on reading this , you may feel i am cringey , but u know what it mean now ig. So …you found why u feel ppl cringey , so what to do next...i...

A Relief ✨

I t really feels so special when someone come up to you and spend their time with you , it's so valuable and unforgettable , and I'm being a seller ( not a trader ) of it just hit different. In your life , you're the primary barrier who holds the thoughts and opinions thinking it's not valuable for the situation ( sometimes it's true but lets not talk about it now ). Even if the Lyf f u so hard and u came to a point where ur thought are going down and others opinion start to shape your life , Just sit back and delete all the problems and stuff running up in the damn shit ( Brain ( this guy work in a 100x speed in remembering trauma and show middle finger at exams , be safe ))   Talk to the one you feel good talking with , if they're ignoring and you feel heavy hearted , Don't sit back sad or say them you're ignoring me ,believe me bro , that doesn't work ( worst time waste then watching an DC movie ). At that moment realise that you're the only...

It's too Late

Sometimes we imagine we are the most wanted person in the room or we have the great charisma of all . But u realise it's an imagination when u get to see the real one ( the one with great mask ) . I realised one thing , No matter how good we are , trying to behave as their vibe , seek,give respect , cut urself to fit in someone's vibe . It's not gonna f**king work 🤣.  Even if u try to forgot or resize urself into "You" , it's too late , because You already lost ur own character trying to change them for others . Overthinking is the first staber in ur life , it gives u millions of useless ( not even a one usefull ) thought and people find u non intersting,boring, blabbering ( in ur language "CRINGE" ) . Even if we realise it's too late , we can't stop overthinking, we can't be us again ,we can't even pretend to be us again. Even though the world if full of mysteries creature Called people, there are some hearts that expect no charcter...

Back Stabers

My life is going like my weekly test marks , sometimes maybe be good and sometimes maybe shit . Nowadays , My Mood swings and over smiling are unfortunately uncontrollable, The thing is , it sure going to kill me one day . My friends are making me realise many stuffs about life, what I need , what I should avoid and who to avoid .  We got a new bio mam and she's just 😵. she's damn strict and treating we students like a 1st std child ( Giving us home test ) , she has allergy for every stuff , noise , Chalk piece and etc. But every human has a good humour but they don't express it all the time , just like her and my few friends . Her teaching is like Neet + Aiims + jipmer and if there's exam for cmc , she may add that too..😵 she's kind of good in teaching and presenting the stuff she wants us to understand, just like physics wallah . i call her pneumonia mam (That's what she said when i asked for her name (it's Priya dharshini btw) .first day...

Introverted Extrovert

After a long time , many stuff happen to me and my surrounding ,  first I got a surgery due to blockage and it's still healing itself. I been realising many stuff mentally and physically , and improvising myself on it .  First I realised my social skill is totally zero and i sure want to improve it , so i did it by reading some book , somehow a little they helped . And I been following @rahul m in YouTube for improvising my looks and improve my confident level .  I also realised people don't always like a clown or funny one or nerd like m e, so i will make a adjustment on that too. And life gave me a hard quote that happen to me a lot , friends , whatever friend it may be  , A normal one , a best one , or a close one .No one travel with us for long term in life .  Maybe i didn't got a friend who does it...bruh.... And in these recent days i completely killed my fear of tal...

The Happy Phase

Yesterday Saturday, I got a good news from maths sir that they are separating the classes and I may go to A1 again.  Today Sunday, I totally wasted the morning by html and css , got a nice sleep at evening and after 6pm got into learning solidity and blockchain .  Hope this learning goes well and don't disturb my studies.